people i call my friends.

i know no one will really read this so i don't care. my friends or at least the people i call my friends really don't give a rats ass about me... i try to care and help anyone who is my friend but do i get that respect in return? no... i invite to hang out with people but i don't get invited and in return all i get is people fucking with me and everything... i try to talk to a friend but they wont listen and just say im a downer... why do i even try...